The kid gets lost in his own room. [ spoken with the exasperated affection han has nursed for him since being dragged into the death star to find luke's princess. the princess.
when he looks at her, his eyes are shadowed by something almost like guilt. the very concept of marriage at this point in time is enough to drop a heavy stone into his belly. that he loves her is undeniable. he does. it's a huge leap from there to marriage…but there is something to be said about his keeping one hand wrapped around hers.
fact remains that if she's telling the truth — and he wouldn't suspect leia of lying, not about this — then he lost five years of his life. he lost five years of their life. if it leaves him unbalanced, he can't imagine what it must be for her.
he's no good with words. luke and leia are: the ones that can inspire the already prone to crazy to even crazier feats. han's the one pointing out how crazy the damn plan, and then going along with it anyway. he has nothing to say to her, no way to make it better when he has no idea what has been lost.
han brushes his thumb over her knuckles. he can be there, though. he's not leaving again. not if he can help it. hopefully, it will be enough. she deserves this much and far more. ]
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when he looks at her, his eyes are shadowed by something almost like guilt. the very concept of marriage at this point in time is enough to drop a heavy stone into his belly. that he loves her is undeniable. he does. it's a huge leap from there to marriage…but there is something to be said about his keeping one hand wrapped around hers.
fact remains that if she's telling the truth — and he wouldn't suspect leia of lying, not about this — then he lost five years of his life. he lost five years of their life. if it leaves him unbalanced, he can't imagine what it must be for her.
he's no good with words. luke and leia are: the ones that can inspire the already prone to crazy to even crazier feats. han's the one pointing out how crazy the damn plan, and then going along with it anyway. he has nothing to say to her, no way to make it better when he has no idea what has been lost.
han brushes his thumb over her knuckles. he can be there, though. he's not leaving again. not if he can help it. hopefully, it will be enough. she deserves this much and far more. ]